There are those moments in life when your heart jumps. That moment when you remember such hurtful things. The time when the person you love lied or said hurtful things.
Forgiveness isn't everything it should be the memory that we should be able to erase. Because those little moments carry on forever. They take constant effort to keep pushing it to the back of your mind. To push a smile through.
Because honestly you'll always wish it never happened and once it does , it changes something inside of you. The way you see that person.You can no longer see them the same.
But in some crazy way I think there are benefits from such situations. Those little lies, actions of betrayal. They bring you back to reality. They bring your head out of the clouds from beyond lovers land and make you see that person for who they truly are minus the tinted shades. You get to see that person for the flawed human being that we all are.
What comes into question is....
Do I love you that much to see beyond those flaws?
Is our love that strong that we still progress into a greater love?
Am I strong enough within myself to keep from acting in the same manner?
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