Missing heart beat

The rhythm of life, dance of wonders,
It's missing its gone,
Swimming beyond irrational beings,
Living, breathing
My child is gone,
If no one cared, I did
Attached to a soul that sang
Songs of joy, a new life
Sickening, nauseated hate
Unfairly Thrown upon you
But I cared, I loved
We held hands in my thoughts
I caressed your cheek with with one finger
Your tiny body
Disappeared into careless actions
We danced we sang
Till we died
A slow death
And your still alive
You still live
In my thoughts that is
Because if no one cared,
I did
My child, my love
We sang, we danced
My child, my love
Awaken
Then you die
I killed you,
We killed you,
Bloody hands, forever stained
We sang, we danced
Stomping on your grave,
Beating myself up,
Beating myself up,
Beating myself up,
I've cried, I cry
My tears, your tears
Lets dance , no dance
If no one else
I cared