Stow away

I refuse to be anyone's stow away!
I refuse to be the washing machine you roll out to the sink every time you need it.
I'm the built in, you made space in your life for washing machine! Top of the line.
I refuse to be in unbalanced relationships!
So here's my way of balancing it all out!
I have to live my life the way it's comfortable for me and not the way it makes others comfortable in it.
I have so much to offer so much love to give and when it's right it'll be right. When someone is worth giving it all to they'll know.
But for now I'm guarded. I'm guarding my heart , my relationships, my friendships.
Because I have so much to give and I'm so passionate about those that I love that I can't afford to be hurt I can't afford to have an imbalance right now because I'm trying to achieve so much!
So here's to me creating a happy balance in my life and doing what works for ME!
To a clear and free mind.
To achieving the most in life.
To one day having the love I imagine.
To MY happy balance
To MY happiness!